Everything Is Foggy

he has crawled in
to my throat
and made everything tight
he has forced me to forget how
to swallow
he has made me breathe deeper
while making it more difficult
to breathe
he has made me forget my own name
while remembering every word he has ever said
to me
he has broken and fixed me
stained and shined me
kissed and bitten
drown rescue
liftedropped
(in)visable
gasp