Balancing

I want to feel                in front of you

       comfortable standing on my head

            letting my hair fall

              but nothing else

              and it all turns

              so red, so just

                let me fall

                 or maybe

                hold me up

              slide down, and

     I will look at you a different way

     I will        grin         a frown

     I will      not fall          down

     I will        stay.