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i loved.
how?
...
i loved
how:
we always
shared unspoken secrets
knowing glances
through glasses at glossy gatherings
you knew who i enjoyed or mocked
i knew who you mocked or enjoyed
the greatest secret that we ever kept, how:
We believed that we would always be together., now:
our greatest secret became my greatest disappointment, now:
i fear i must have misheard your every whisper to me, how:
could, we have been so naïve
would, things have lasted longer without those
games... of...... telephone
should, we have said it louder
while holding plastic cups, how:
This is the woman I love!, now:
we hold our plastic cups alone
...choking in silence...
my secrets are kept to myself, how:
You hurt me so deeply.
...
i loved.
now?